I’ve been feeling really under the weather since Semester 2 has started. Instead of a sense of refreshness I expected after a 4 week break, I came back feeling really fatigued and blue. As weeks have passed, I still have yet to gain the momentum I was hoping to kick in for my end of year exams and life in general.
I’m constantly tired and I have no motivation to do anything except sleep. It has been reflected in my tute presentations, where the tutors have implied my lack of preparedness. I go home and sit in front of my laptop and my eyes wander aimlessly through the same websites again and again for hours until I pass out. I’ve had tears in my room and the other day my insides really wanted to crack it at a patient. I just wanted to tell her “Shut up! Shut up! It shouldn’t hurt anymore!” :(
I was planning to have a spiel about my year thus far this week (since we are half way through) and analyse the goals I had at the beginning of the year and refresh them to remotivate myself to finish this year in a proud fashion. However, I’m so out of sorts right now I think I should take some time to rejuvinate.